Chemo Card

My emotions were brimming over as we walked through the entrance to the happiest place on earth.  I was on the brink of one of those hysterical, out of control cries of rejoicing.  We were here.  We had set our sights on the magic kingdom as a point of celebration....

Chemo Blessings

I am done!  Chemotherapy is over.  I made it.  What began as a frightening, arduous time has ended as a blessing.  Chemo, a blessing?  Yes! I can honestly say it was.  Let me explain. When I made the decision to have this treatment, the one possible bright spot was...

Control Freak

(from a year ago… I wrote this as I was a little more than half way through chemo) It’s the Monday before my fifth treatment on Wednesday.  My life has taken on this new, abnormal chemo-pattern.  This is the day I begin fighting anxiety and start having...

Battlefield

(I wrote this about a year ago.  It was a really rough time for me) Patrick Swayze died today.  I cried.  It was the mourning of a fallen comrade, another victim on the battlefield of cancer.  I wept for him and for myself.  It’s a blatant reminder that many...

Sigourney

“I told you,” my doctor was exclaiming as he wagged his finger in my face.  I wasn’t sure if this was going to be a scolding or an encouragement.  “I told you, you would look great without hair.”  A grateful smile was appearing on my...